Date : Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Time : 12:05 AM

Title :

FREAKIN PHAM!!! 1 by 1 keep naggin 2 me... dey tink im wad... a maid? a servant? a robot? here n ther... first ma FREAKIN dad... alwaes naggin... In e first place he said nvm jst go n photocopy e art piece i'll pay 4 u... bt end up gifin me $2... he tinkz wad photocopy color ink 10cent ah... JERK!! jst a selfish.. SPEAK LOUD ACTION DUN HAF!!! FREAK.... i ended up usin ma own money... n gifin $2 is lyke gifin $200... bt fuckin serious he gaf dat money in an unsincere wae which i freakin dun lyke... such a freak!! n keep naggin me abt studies.. he tinkz im a robot... 24 hrs studies... he only noes hw 2 c ma grades n comment abt ma grades bt he doesnt noe hw i suffer from dish all.. he doesnt noe hw i improve or drop... he nv eva touches or walk in any of ma sch since i was nursery... he 24 hrs work n tired... i tink his nt suits 2 be a father wid kids.. he jst bein independent 2 hymself...

den each of ma sibling keep askin me do dat do dis... makin me lyke a servant or maid... bt im jst take it easily... bt wen 1 dae i cnt take it i will jst freak e shit out!! den kena naggin wid ma mum coz didnt cooked e rice... am jst bein a forgetfull once n she wanna FREAK out lyke a mad women... nt everytyme i forgetful, only dis once she asked n i forget.. WAD E FUCK!!! den keep naggin at me... den e freakin dad nagged again wid his naggin abt his electricity everydae... he jst gifin a tinkz widout any sincere... i wonder is he gifin ma mum money 4 our food in a sincere wae??? if i cn go find job nw, i do not need 2 ask 4 hym any money.. i will leave ma own... he jst a freak.. i wish i cn find job soon...

wad e fuck is ma life lyke dis.. bein surrounded wid dis people everydae!! y i born in dis pham?? sometimes i tink i dont belong 2 dis pham.. im jst different from dem.. n dey will alwaes askin me 2 do dis n dat... wad a freak!! doesnt mean i keep quiet everytyme, it means i lyke bein lyke dis...

JUST A FUCKIN LIFE I HAF!!!

im jst freakinly no mood 2 do tink n im reali fed up wid dish all...
FREAK ASS!!!!!!!!!

PEACE OUT!!!