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Date : Saturday, September 29, 2007 Time : 5:28 AM
Title : now, itz lyke 5plus in e mornin.. still awake bt not 2 energetic ah...:) jst finish eatin 4 sahur.. ouh ya, b4 i start on wad did i do yest, wanna talk abt last few daes..:p hhmm.. mon, tues was a normal sch dae.. wed didnt go sch as i was having abit of headache due to lack of slp...:p yeah, haven been slpin well dis few daes.. spendin much tyme in studyin..:( but also itz 4 ma own gd ah.. den thurs came sch n ma frendz were saein abt wad happen e previous dae.. hhmm, heard dat dey get back their geog paper n get scolded.. n not only scolded bt discourage us.. haiizz.. y dis teachers, nearing 2 Os, dey keep discouragin us?? hhmm.. cnt dey jst shut their mouth.. isshhh... dey makin us feel down n make us give up.. y now ah, critical tyme.. haiz.. bt at least certain teachers not dat bad.. dey motivate us.. luckily thers still dis type of trs.. if not, die2 ppl will all gif up.. yeah, i noe i did really bad 4 ma prelims,.. dis is all ma own fault.. i cnt change e tyme, i cnt turn back tyme n take e prelim paper again.. i only can change maself... i noe i cn do it!! i cnt gif up now!! i need 2 haf confident on maself bt not 2 confident..:p den on dat thurs, ma bestfrend ice queen nv come coz shes havin a headache.. ma headache wen 2 her head ah.. hhehe.. wad a lame joke..:p den sch was per normal bored.. den gt remidial on dat dae also.. only lyke 10 ppl wen.. so pathetic.. bt i still study ah..:p learn frm mrs wong.. den she ask me not 2 discourage maself.. yeah i wont.. i try 2 build up ma semangat back.. hehe.. n 1 tink happen at dat tyme.. a frend of mine was wid me coz shes waitin 4 me n her gang was ther 2.. n wen she sae helo 2 dem, dey jst ignored.. wad ar dey tellin her? dun bother her!? she ur own frend leh! wad u feel if u all were in her shoe.. wad u all feel!! such an idiotz! hhmm... dis wad u call frendz! wen u bored, u wanna haf fun den u search 4 her, beg her, gif her a cute look so dat she will be attracted 2 u n den she will change her mind n go..!! haizz.. rubbish man dis ppl!! den yest, i didnt wen sch coz overslp.. ma sis didnt go sch n i 4get 2 set alarm..:p hehe.. den in e aftrenoon, wenn 2 ms ang house.. haha.. at last we wen.. itz been a long tyme i nv c her..:p den wen 2 her house n haf a long chat... her baby was so cute.. damn cute.. bt he lykes 2 slp.. i get 2 play wid 4 awhile only.. he not scared of ppl..:p datz great.. here ar some of e picz..  He jst wake up.. n c, his lyke damn cute lor!!   i wen wid melody..:p ma besties.. we haf fun ther..:) den we wen home around 6 goin to 7 lyke dat.. mr alfred drove us 2 e mrt station coz it was rainin dat tyme.. n most pathetic tink, i 4get ask ms ang 4 drink 4 me 2 break fasst n i haf 2 break ma fast in e car wif jst a swt.. so freak bt lucky gt sometink 2 eat..:p den we wen juntion8 n bought old chung kee food den wen home.. i cnt wait 4 her 2 b in sch back n i cnt wait 4 gabriel 2 grow so i cn talk 2 hym.. hehe.. i confirm wen he grow up, he will b handsome.. :) kla.. i wanna haf a slp... ma family members ar all slpin.. except me.!! i wanna doze off soon bt aftr doin ma maths..:p bye bloggy.. peace out!
Date : Wednesday, September 19, 2007 Time : 11:41 PM
Title : Im so happy!! i finish up readin a book in jst 2 daes..!! kinda lame rite.. bt 4 me itz ma 1st tyme i guess... thnx 2 mas.. dat dae wen library wid mas.. den mas told me she read a bk 4 only 2 daes.. i tried it maself n i made it.. i jst haf 2 focus on e book.. :) n e book kinda interestin 2..:p haiizz. 2dae spent e dae finish readin e book... jst nw haf ma sc practical exam. was ma 1st tyme doin it alone.. so itz lyke awkward.. chem was abit confused wid addin acid here n there... phys, ok2.. cnt sae anytink... 2mrrw i will b gettin most ma exams paper,, haizz.. i haf dis feelin dat i did badly..:( i reali haf 2 catch up wid ma studies.. haiizz.. jst nw met ma old frend, murni.. haiizz.. i pray hard 2 her dat she will change her attitude n her wae of life.. life is not abt havin a relationship.. now, e important tink in our life is our education.. widout education we cnt go anywhere.. we cn haf relationship aftr takin our education.. if u feel down n feel depressed coz u jst break off, cuttin urself is not e wae 2 solve e problem.. cuttin urself is hurtin urself.. jst cool urself down n 4get abt e past.. hhmm.. kla.. wanna off soon coz i haf 2 start revising.. i tink i left wid 4 more weeks 2 Os.. datz lyke v fast!! PEACE OUT!!
Date : Saturday, September 15, 2007 Time : 11:00 PM
Title : Last week, e whole week havin ma prelims.. subjects by subject each dae.. hw was e paper.. hhmm.. itz difficult!! im scared.. i sure im gonna get low marks 4 ma prelims.. even ma MATHS...:( wad am i goin 2 do.. n i get 2 noe dat i failed ma chem n eng.. OUH GOD!! wad am i goin 2 do.. wif results lyke dis, im not goin 2 make it.. i duwan, i duwan.. from now on, i will try ma v best 2 do ma best in ma Os... i duwan get dis results 4 ma exams!!:( yeah yeah.. i noe im fat now.. fats ar around me.. of coz i wanna slim down.. i wanna lose more weight.. bt now, i've no sports 2 play... wid ma schdule of schlin, studyin... i've no enuf tyme 2 do some fitness.. if cn only on sat n sun.. bt if i dun overslept... bt i promise maself, aftr ma Os, i wanna continue 2 play soccer.. i wanna find ma frendz back.. i wanna play soccer wid dem.. i miss dem... n nw bcoz i put on weight, itz diff 4 me 2 find clothes.. haiya... i get irritated wid trryin ther n here.. im not goin celebrate raya lyke last few years coz dis year im takin ma Os n i need 2 STUDY!! i will not b goin out 4 raye on e 2nd dae onwards.. so 1 clothes is enuf 4 me.. haiya.. ouh yeah.. i've made a video 4 shaka.. i hope dey lyke it.. spend sometime doin dat vid.. coz i jst testin it.. ma 1st tyme tryin it n i get it.. hope u shaka lyke it..:) if not nice, im sorie.. datz ma 1st try so not dat nice ah.. check out to www.redriotz.multiply.com... 2mrrw im havin ma practical exams.. hope i cn do..:) till here.. peace ouT!!!
Date : Sunday, September 09, 2007 Time : 5:56 PM
Title : jst get scoldin.. from who? from ma mum.. haizz.. was studyin coz 2mrrw i haf ma prelims.. n she came in n asked me go shop.. ma sis playin game.. she didnt do anytink n y me..!!! haizz.. so i haf 2.. if not she will get angry n end up she go alone.. den 1hr later, i studyin, she come n ask me 2 go ma aunty house n take some stuff.. me again.. n ma sis is not doin anytink.. she n ma bro in law makin noise at e living room.. y dun ask her.. im bored of alwaes me goin here n there.. den i said ah " ma im studyin.. 2mrrw im hafin exams.. y dun u ask adeq.." n she jst sae nvm lah later den do.. she kinda angry. haizz.. den i feel selfish n regret saein dat.. i tot wanna go bt end up ma sis goin.. so im free ah.. den kak nor wanna go jp.. i wanted 2 follow.. bt den ma mum shout n said jst nw i ask u 2 help u sae u wanna study n now u wanna go out.. haizz.. end up i nv go.. ishh... y life is full of unfairness.. haizz.... i miss goin.. damn shit.. i lyke goin out wid kak nor coz i get wad i want.. bt 2 bad i cnt follow dis tyme jst bcoz of ma mum.. im damn angry wid her.. but den aftr dis incident, she make me smile n talk 2 her... i was tinkin of not talkin 2 her... bt end up we ar ok aftrall.. later at 7plus haf 2 go ma grandmahouse.. haf some prayers ther.. i hope i dun need 2 go bt i haf 2 if not i will gt scoldin from ma dad.. im so freakin lazyy 2 go coz im not close 2 dat side.. n i duwan 2 sit one side lyke a ku2.... hehe.. i jst finish studyin ss.. am i studyin jst nw or jst readin? haha.. i tink readin coz i dun understand wad e book is saein. god wad am i goin 2 do 4 2mrrw ss paper.. am i goin 2 leave it blank? my god... yatie wake up lar!!! itz not late 2 wake up now..:) ouh yeah.. 2 daes ago, i haf a frend of mine.. she teach me how 2 stae independent.. study alone.. dun alwaes b at ur frends sides.. try 2 do it urself n ur own wae.. i understand now.. thnx frend..:) kla.. till here.. haf 2 get ready 2 go ma grandma housy... peace out!! |
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Nur Hayati Ismail18 Feb 1990 Aquarius Baby ITE Bishan College East Past Tense June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 May 2009 July 2009 Dearest alfred bob deera fazila hazlyn jumiati mareeni mastura melody Mr Nazri Suria Jannah ShaCute Joanna michelle syahira arnanti fadila wan jam12 Tagboard Credits Designer : Jacquline Basecodes : 1 2 3 4 |